Daily Diary

23 Ramadhan 2025

Pernah tak lepas buat sesuatu keputusan, datang satu perasaan ragu hanya kerana 1 pertelingkahan?

Itu yang aku rasakan sekarang.

Have a small fight last night. 

Hanya kerana aku cakap "terasa diabaikan".

Tak maksudkan dia sengaja abaikan aku atau dia memang abaikan aku.

Aku cuma terasa sunyi. Aku cuma rindu. Aku cuma nak dia tahu how lonely i felt when he is busy.

I know its not even a big deal. But it always makes me drown in a lot of thought.

Bibir terkunci

Suara sunyi.

Tapi,

Otak bising

Telinga Bingit

Am I making a wrong decision?

Am I choosing a wrong person?

His pin-drop silence drown me in a lot of question. Unanswered.

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