KarmaGirl

23 Ramadhan 2025 Pernah tak lepas buat sesuatu keputusan, datang satu perasaan ragu hanya kerana 1 pertelingkahan? Itu yang aku rasakan sekarang. Have a small fight last night.  Hanya kerana aku cakap "terasa diabaikan". Tak maksudkan dia sengaja abaikan aku atau dia memang abaikan aku. Aku cuma terasa sunyi. Aku cuma rindu. Aku cuma nak dia tahu how lonely i felt when he is busy. I know its not even a big deal. But it always makes me drown in a lot of thought. Bibir terkunci Suara sunyi. Tapi, Otak bising Telinga Bingit Am I making a wrong decision? Am I choosing a wrong person? His pin-drop silence drown me in a lot of question. Unanswered.

Lama tak menarikan jari di laman ini. lama aku menyepikan diri. kini ku mulakan lagi.  Ramadhan ke 21, 2025 Berbuka puasa dengan semua siblings. Ingatkan dah okay. Ingatkan diri ni dah cukup kuat. Tapi tanpa sedar jari masih menggeletar.  My social battery drained like waterfall. Drop fast from uphill. Separuh mati cuba bertenang. Separuh nyawa hanya untuk bertahan. Bertahan untuk kelihatan normal dan  tiada apa apa. Berlagak seolah olah tiada sakit yang di tanggung. Hakikat? Dada sesak bagai nak pecah, tangan menggigil diluar kawal. Masih senangkah jadi seorang aku?

Ikhlas tu bukan kita yang ukur, tu biar Allah yang tentukan. Jangan sampai kita tinggalkan amalan ibadat sebab tak nak riak dengan manusia, kerana tu la tanda kita riak dengan Allah sebenarnya.

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the apple of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked the wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. The mother, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter.  The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and, fascinated with its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband.  When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.  What do you think were the four words?  The husband just said "I Love You Darling"  The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. The ...

He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him.  At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, and she thought to herself, "Please, let me go home..."  Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously, "Why you have this hobby?" He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss m...

One night a guy and girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed and that it was time to move on.  A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket and passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.  Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out and read it.  " Without your love, I would die."